Friday, January 6, 2012

So, who is this woman and why does she think she gets to write a blog?!


14 years ago I became quite ill. I had a bout with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome in 1989 which lasted a couple of years, but none of the Doctors I saw back then knew what it was.  That was pretty common then.
It came back in December 1998 with an amazing vengeance. It took 6 months to be certain what I was dealing with. I won my disability case on the merits of severe Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, severe Fibromyalgia, severe Asthma, and Arthritis.

Then a few years ago, I developed what my original Doc and I called “The Weird Back Thing”. None of the Doc’s I have seen have been able to determine exactly what it is, but they know what it does.  It is possibly a recurring virus in my back that wipes out the strength in my middle and lower back and abdomen and to some degree my legs. This is why I use a power wheelchair. I also was diagnosed with Diabetes about  3½ years ago.

I don’t tell you this for your sympathy, or pity but to hopefully share some understanding. 

Being disabled is hard work.

The paper work alone would kill most people, or at least drive them securely around the bend.  It happens to most of us at times.

What I want this blog to be about is that being disabled is hard, very hard.  Different people with different conditions have an enormous variety of things to deal with.  I want to share some of my experiences with you.  Not just the stuff that is so hard to deal with, but also the amazing blessings that come are at times mindboggling.  

Sunday, January 1, 2012

My 2011 Year in Review

There were:

Recurring UTI’s
Sinus and ear infection
Laryngitis
A bruised tail bone
Arthritis in new and annoying places
Bloating, (I mean 15lbs worth of bloating or more)
Serious Insomnia for months
Having to start insulin

and these are the extras!

There is always:

Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (CFS)
Fibromyalgia
the existing Arthritis
Asthma
Diabetes
The Weird Back Thing
and a few “minor” things to keep life interesting.

Oh, wait.

There was also:

Seeing my best friend from High School for the first time in over 30 years.
Friends who show up to help clean my apartment, help with shopping,
cleaning litter pans, mopping floors, dusting, supplementing my pantry,
listening, and are genuinely supportive.
A great friend who found a job this year after a 2½ year search.
There is sharing tears and laughter with friends and family.
Gratefully knowing that God knows what I am going through.
He hears my prayers and answers lovingly and kindly –
not always with what I think is best,
but thankfully, with what he knows is best.

Blessings and Adversity.  Both alive and well and keeping my life interesting!

I wonder what 2012 will bring. I'm rather looking forward to it.